could it be better?

I'm alone...
without anyone beside me...
this condition
make my mind spin out my memory

when u beside...
when u give spirit...
when you block my tears...

you teach me smile
you teach me what i can't

but why....
you broke what you have built
you forget waht have you said...

you know? this heart is sick already...
a hole because of pain...

cherry blossom...
make me remember...
how you maake me smile...
how you love me...

but you leave me like a bleeding heart..
now i don't know..
where will you go...

but till can't love you...
i'll always pray...
asking the best for us...

now i just try to forget...
try to believe
try to wake up from my dream....

thanks for what you have give to me....

born: 12 August '09
(In memorial) R.I.P: 15 March '10